At the Fields…

I visited and looked at the fields this afternoon and saw that there are a lot to harvest. I felt really compassioned for the fruits that are ready to reap. I almost cried at that moment but God said I must be strong. Until now, my heart hurts. Help me, God.

“Fear not, My Beloved Princess!”

The Lord Spoke to Abram in a vision, “Fear not, Abram, I am your shield; your reward shall be very great!” Genesis 15:1
This week I got really depressed because of my U.S visa. Until now, it puzzles me about it. Mom decides to call the embassy today. I’ve been praying for it. I cried [...]

God’s Promises To Me

Then the Lord took Abram outside and said, “Look at the sky and see if you can count the stars. That’s how many descendants you will have.” Abram believed the Lord, and the Lord was pleased with him.” – Genesis 15:5
I became sad this morning. Mom and and I were talking in the internet [...]

The Return Of The Come Back

OK, It’s been quite some time and I miss my blog. Well, I just had some busy weeks (busy having idle schedules..hahaha) Is this the product of being a soon-to-be U.S immigrant? Yes, you read it right, I’m leaving for the United States in few weeks. I’m just waiting for my visa to arrive and [...]

Not At Ease Day

I felt not at ease today. Something happened last night which I did not expect to happen. I felt nervous, I felt so guilty. There was a feeling which I tended to feel; it was weird, really. Is this the enemy’s deception? Indeed, and it seemed that I lost the battle last night. My thoughts; [...]

I Decided Not to Attend…

I didn’t expect my friend’s mind was as narrow as San Juanico Strait. I may sound mean but ’tis what I feel at this moment.
“Gelatin” (not her real name) and I had a not-so-pretty short talk at the cellphone tonight. I just asked her about the details on her debut party so that [...]

Survival Mom’s Day

It’s mothers’ day weekends.
For me, I have the best mom ever. I want to greet her a happy happy happy mother’s day.
My mom is so strong. I saw how she struggled in life and I proclaim her as a SURVIVOR. Indeed, Mom is a survivor and I applaud her for that.
I love her [...]

Now, I have to Admit This…

Now, I have to admit this… There’s something very odd about me, about this feeling. I can’t help but shed tears. Before sleeping last night (oh, it’s already morning, 1am), I thought of something: “I’m becoming pessimistic. My heart is less burning.”
Two nights ago, I was talking with one of my friends, Jeriel, [...]

I’m Sick

Everyone seems to be rushing the requirements for finals. I am really full of stress!!!! I hate this! Sometimes, as I review my lessons, there’s something I’m thinking of which I must not think of it. The cause: mental blocked during our recitation last Tuesday. I don’t know if my pals notice this but, I [...]

hate this

I really hate what I am feeling. I really hate this.
I hate my projects, I hate my reports, I hate my assignments, I hate my school lessons.
I hate the internet; it gives me the reason to frown, delay my other works and spend  a lot of money for it, yet I have to [...]